Long Time

My commitment issues are well displayed. I haven't written in a long time. I find that I always go through stages.
Examples: at the moment I only want to want to eat the Chef Boyardee meat balls and pasta, not the ravioli. I was so into the couch to the 5k and now I haven't done it in over a week. I went through a phase in high school where I would stretch every morning, that lasted about a month.
I think the thing is that I get bored with things. I need variation in my life! Right now though all I do is work in my room at school. I'm feeling good about it but also completely overwhelmed.
I always feel that no matter how much I get done, I still have so much more to do. Three day long meetings next week will take me out of my room, which is making me crazy!
This week is my last full week off! Summer went by so fast. I'm excited and scared all at the same time. It's a new part of my life that's basically a mystery. There isn't a pause button though so I guess I'll just have to move forward.
I'm super ready for my first pay check. Pay my debts, save some for a new living space, spend some on myself and others. My goal is to be moved out of my parents house in a year. I'll need to start looking for a roommate now, because there is no way I could live alone.

"It's an imperfect world, screws fall out all the time" - The Breakfast Club